My rap. Its sick

I'm f**kin flow matic I blow static and pop automatics you thought were illmatic you turn acrobatic and back flip threw 3 lanes of traffic with holes in your jacket popping out of closets Im a fast blazing rocket with rhymes I pick up and put back in my pocket Im f**kin static like like an electrical socket I cock it get back up pop it and drop it I run the f**kin run the streets homie im hopin no one sees me I feel like this has become to easy this f**kin life has deceived me I try to look back on everything that's happened and it all comes back so clearly I wish that I knew the real me I never wanna go back to the old me I'm here with u babe and it's meant to be your my life I want you to be my wife your body's bangin you never leave me hangin your smile is brighter than a star your so close but it seems like your so far I love you baby your my boo i love cuddling with you its like my new hobby haha

                                                                          PEACE

Kid Gets Shot by Brother

If i was in that predicament I wouldn't know what I would do. I would be really sad and it would effect my life in a negative way. I have had a similar situation but nobody died. Me and my dad separated for a lil' while and it was pretty upsetting. It changed me in a weird way it is hard to explain but I had like mixed emotions and it really sucked. The day that happened I came home and told my mom what had happened. I remember me saying "daddy hurt my heart" and I remember my mom looking at me and her eyes starting to water. I absolutely hate seeing my mom cry it gets me so mad. Even thinking about it err what the hell!! God my life is f**ked up right now and I can't stop thinking about the s**t that has happened in it. The only thing that keeps me going is my mom, girlfriend, and grandparents that's it. I don't give a f**k bout anything else. I have to get my life straightened out its just to much right now. I'm just not myself yet i haven't been since that problem with me and my dad.